This is a bit of a whinge as I had to go to the doctor again this morning so feel free to skip. (wish I could skip. lol)
A bit of background...I was (am) *fat and unfit* and tried for nearly 2 years to rectify the problem but didn't seem to get any fitter no matter what I tried. Toward the end of last year I started getting chest pains and not being able to breath whenever I exerted myself. It got to the stage that I was huffing and puffing just getting into bed and a quick walk across the yard had me clutching my chest and gasping for air.
Went to the doctor at the end of 2009 to find out why. Had heaps of tests and they showed that my heart and lungs were good and healthy but I was iron deficient anaemic, I had an ulcer. A few more things wrong but nothing serious.
Fast forward 10 months of taking tablets and more tests and I am right back where I was last December.
The doctor this morning was a different one from the one I have been seeing since last year and after reading my information and results from all the tests he says that my problem is "very complex" and if this lot of extra tablets don't make a difference than he would recommend my seeing a hematologist. I asked about an iron injection in the butt but he says that wouldn't work as it looks like the iron is there now but not being used. More blood tests need to be taken but I am really over it. I just want to be able to function in the way I used to a few years ago. This bloke says that it will be hard to improve on the fitness until the problem is sorted.
I feel like crawling into bed and sleeping the day away. But I need lunch first.
So, whinge over. Now, what to do. I will continue to eat properly. I will still do the walking that I do now. I will try the bike again. I will continue to take the bleedin' tablets. I won't give in and eat crap and do nothing even though I want to a lot more than I used to.
The thing is though...I don't want to have to always take medicine to work on the symptoms. I would like the cause found and fixed. This doctor says that it's not that easy. I will take this lot of tablets and if they work I will keep taking them but I also want more answers so will asked more questions at the next doctor visit.
I can see a rainbow.
14 hours ago